Boring boring boring

lulz i'm pretty disastrous on makin decision to go any place in kuching,
btw kuching IS SMALL

Nothing much just sittin here alone again,
wel sorrie for not updatin ma blog,
kinda blank at topics to write on i guess...
Spm nearly impact with us now,
Would it be easy?
I don't fink sooo....
Come'on we just ended our TRIAL
Study mood?[sigh]
The trial overall was okay,
but pretty wasted my overnight study...
Instead of wasted
I did work hard for it i guess...
blame me for havin last minute study as well

It was bored out here!
Seriously!

I guess this end here,
Hope u'all did prepare well on ur expected A's on spm
God bless u'all
But lets not put lotsa faith in me,
I might disappoint you...

Before i go,
want to congratulations to JOY's sister and her brother in law as well

End by,
niaosuan

I'm tired

Sometime i just cant resist the fact, it so tiring me all the time...
Read my flashback jus so desperate yet it kills me, anyway i had barried all those tragedy...

Finally came tu the end, exam had ended...
Thank God i had been survive in this hardship,
instead of gettin bad result, i had done my best,
best of the best are left for spm use.

Oh wel, short update this time

Smelly preserved bean

This morning saw some beanz in my fridge,



and yes!



It reminded me that i ate this smelly preserved bean!



I did not reject instead of eat it...



I does not smell like shit,



the was like the smell from smelly drain..



When you eat it jus so juicy and odourless,



wid the spice the hawker made...



It just perfect!



Trust me u wanna try this...

haven got my own photos, this is sample

talk about my FIRST EXPERIENCE

Guess what....i wanna give out how i do in first operation of my live,
And there is one time in ma house, i had my high fever but i din take any record on da degree...And so i ate a panadol but still i felt very very cold indeed, organ in my stomach start to calling for help or is just like warning me there is something not good. But after my heat had drop down so i stop wondering whats going on.
But few days after, my leg cant keep straight for a sudden, i said to my mom 'i did not knock on anything, I swear' i just woke up and it happened, so pathetic? I just dono anything twice worst thing just happened...

My mom was so worry, my leg had this bloody pain like for 3days...so she decided to take me to kch specialist at evening that time, i started to scared coz no one hope to see his/her own doom in a medical list right?so somehow i felt very nervous that time, but still i have to do it for sure..

If i'm not wrong, that day would be Sunday not much emergency nurse around, and so straight to doctor room, he do be very care about patient and he did scold the nurse that this is 'emergency'. It did turn down my nervousy, so for awhile, doctor came with a report and talking with my parent far from me, so i was wondering and scare that might be something happened...
My parent told son u need to do this operation, there was something inside you was in
inflammation, adn that is my appendix, my sight was like few kilometre away from them and i was shocked!! I told doctor that can i skip this, i don want to get sew i scare. The doctor replied me said no, dear you hab to do this, seriously...I fink thatz the end of escape so i start to tear dropin from ma eyes, and smsed all my friends that i fink is important to me, tell them my situation....

So i had been moved to an opperation room, i saw all this opperation tools and see this light on me, and the doctor cover my nose and mought with this oxygen mask i fink, after awhile the this
exanimator came and said nelson, just take a rest it would be find. So funny that is i asked him, Do i get to wake up while u opperate my body..the nurse beside were like laughed at me, what the hell this is my first experience mah cannot merh..thatz the first time i visit this opperation room that i owez seen in movies hehe...

After awhile i slept, i woke up and felt so so bad and pain were like hell, i couldnt get up to toilet need this shhshh tools help, lulz i guess i need this pain killer, the doctor came in and use that
torch light lightin at me eyes, and after awhile i fall in slept again...skip this part
The food i just like lack of water lack of meat and its bad to eat, i owez request for
porridge...i was like king that time sorry mom HeHe...spend 5thousand coz hab no medical insurance to claim the fee so for my health bopian

One thing funny again is after few week later... i went in again to have this medical check up again, the nurse once again take my blood but this time its funny i taken three time...
She take it at the first time said the blood was hardly to be taken, second she said the all the blood cell break, i mean what!i din know that blood cell would break, your specialist right? No choice third time this time i request for changin other nurse, "Sumi masen" not to see pretty girl i'm worry about my health okay...Haha

Thatz how i suffered few week at home, no outdoor but thanks to my opperation i have to celebrate my birthday at this situation, arghh.... Anyhow thank to brian, alicia, and the crew to celebrate at my house...And also i would like to thanks my classmate to brough this fruits for me, thank you everyone who care...exspecially my mom..

I make it clear right here, this happened months ago its fine now, had returned tu normal life right now=>

These days

Somemore exams to go,

and it turnin me around like hagin like a dead pig?

meanz just to force to take books..aiks

WhaT is this?

wtihout doubt, recently destop

Wel i promiss myself not to have more games in it,

I'm also here to congratz to Joy,

for having a brother in law.

Luckily tomorrow no exam for science stream,

And thatz all for 2nite?

Wish all the best in exam...

Before i go everyone take note on this..
Mass Corrosion II

Trial start 2mr!!

My goodness gettin nervous,
it's too late but still felt so scare rigth now,
i may flunk my bm 2mr.
Guess what,
just now i talk to my mom,
said please don't blame me for bad results,
and she replied "just if you got study, i wont care if you failed"
so then i couldn't stand my tear from droping
Sob

Gettin nervous

Heart pop'in...
time is almost there,
everyone is so realistic,
even though the time is near to exam,
but everyone will just afraid but not tak'in action,
only get started at the end,
i guess....

Today everyone work at my roof,
just funny that my comp just keep them away from books,
fortunately excluded me, lols...
And reminder,
my L letter had vanished by them keep playin it in Xdo key,
PAY FOR IT
lols...

I've to get started again,
just here to blog lil..
TaTa good luck who sit for mock exam^^

Back home lu

After three days two nights,
i guess is time to go back to own roof.
Lets see, what had missed:
*panties [checked]
*trousers [checked]
*books [checked]
*deodorant [checked]
*wallet [checked]
*handphone [checked]
then i walked out from Nicholas's house set on the car.
Fortunately i haven left and the container again stay at his house,
i laugh and go out to grab it...lols

Home sweet home had been so silent without me in it..lols
I settle down and all my friend came my house to study,
actually my house is like gamin paradise,
attracted them away from books.

thatz all for today,
i'm home safe and need to get to work again,
[clear throat]
Work for better results ><

Moment at at nic's house

It's late night right now, but still sittin here bloggin. I not goin to skool tomorrow, and now at nicholas's place.

Still not sleep because wanted to study later, thanks to PSP i wont be bored when i'm at rest. My goodness i cant stand my friend talkin in phone, it just not the same as how he was lols, vanished la nic...Creep me out nya...

Whole night sittin there playin at psp while he doin things at his own comp...luckily i was safely arrived at nic's house, u see his drivin in fast speed at this wet situation, freek me out...but its better then non-wet day ,not really too fast just to keep at constant speed >< PHEWWW....

Gona continue my studies, nic is just a pig who sleep first with the herrrrrrmmm...phewww sound, ROLF

Pitie Thrusday

Gosh, having a boring thrusday at skool. The day seems to passed by very fast examination just around the corner, but i still dreamin?

Set down my heavy beg, settle down everything i need and then start to puttin pressure on comin exam to push myself, cant believe myself that lesson haven started and i'm sittin there and doin my math aiks...

Suppose to have a talk about EST on today, but the exam marker(somehow i dono who give this talk) seems to be as busy as other teacher, so changed to "Motivitive?" by mr.chelle...Started to walk inside and it feel new to me because our skool hall had just renovated, but still not satisfed if there is a aircorn would be nicer^^

After i settle down on my seat, SHE sat infornt of me and i felt a bit depressed out of a sudden. Nelson you will get better in time....Somehow i really agree with mr.chelle advises or his story its very right...hmm here is some examples:

"My dear son get 6A's on his exam, i really proud of you son."

"Me and my wife's exam result+ together cant even more than 6a's"

"But still there is some other parent said 'you see what you get,
your cousin can even do better than this' "

"next time they do this to you can try to tell your mom
'how many A's you get?' "

Lols quite funny but really some other parents just too over pressure own children, why not teach them in the right way, you want your son to be a better man/woman then you are please do not take them to compare with other, everyone made to be not the same....

After all SHE infornt of me, keep talkin talkin talkin...and good to boys, spyin on someone infornt(dono), touch her hair, made me feel so unconfortable...because i still care bout it?but she act like nothing happened, and like i'm stranger? Gosh izzit it too far? we got nothing left..only i treat her as friend who will ask how are you at the first...So cruel(prove that if i'm wrong)

Back to class i sittin down and continue my math until i felt tired because some appearances made me depressed whole day at skool. Then i bolo my friend's phone to listen to song and sleep on my books, but somehow my classmate share her food with me so good, don't misunderstand i don't share saliva with girl, i respect them. Nothing special happened after then...i was alone alone for whole day in class.

Back then i was home settle down with a nice shower and smsed my bestiest ,sittin here to blog myself up. Havin a tuition later at 4.3 don know that how bored it would be later, Gosh.

Learned : I still not fully recorved. I still concerned. Home sweet home.